Aerophyte

I don't really know what to write when someone gives me a blank space and just says "tell me about yourself" but here goes
I like aliens a loooot and I like grunge fashions and sad teen aesthetic stuff. But I'm also in love with love itself and even the idea of love. I'm a huge hippie to the fullest and right now I'm working on my spirituality with raising my consciousness and being more in tune with my third eye and mother earth. I loathe american society and I wanna get away from it, I know its something that just is not for me. I don't want to put myself through four or more years of school just so I can end up living in monotony, stress, and being tied down and oppressed by the government especially since I'm a girl of color. I plan on finishing highschool to stay with my friends, and then once that's over I might head out into the road (but I don't wanna do it alone) and eventually settle down in a nice hippie commune when I get tired. I could never set my mind on what I wanted to do with my life, until I found out about communes. That's when I actually knew what kind of path I would lead for myself. For me, living in a commune is my american dream. 1. I'd get to live with people who I could be myself around and set free that inner flower child without fear of being outcasted. 2. Living with friends. Ever since I was little its been my dream to live together with all of my bestest friends, soulmates and family brought together not by blood, but by our love and compatibility for one another. When I was a kid my destination was not what's after college, but college itself, just for the aspect of living with a roommate. 3. I know a commune is what's besgathering in every way. The path I wanna take with my life is towards spiritual enlightment, and I'll definitely find lots of that in a commune. 4. I don't like money or find a need for it. I want to live like we did back in the day before the white people came and ruined everything. The natives all had it figured out, and that's how we are meant to live, just like they did, in harmony with the earth just like the animals, not with all these 90 degree angles and hard surfaces and controlling one another and letting paper run our lives.
If you've read everything thus far you're the real mvp
I found out about dirty kids when looking up about communes, and the lifestyle really called to me. I'm planning on trying it when I'm finished with highschool so I decided to join STP to try and find or form a group of friends who would be willing to set out together on the road as one of those small dirty kids families ive heard a lot aboit in about a year, it would be a dream. I'm definitely not going to hesitate to go to the nearest rainbow gathering