Beppy

Bucket list: See the grand canyon before I die.

I sit here and stare at trains going by all day
and think of laying in front of one and letting it splatter my brains
down the tracks.
To consider getting on one and letting go of all personal property and responsibility is a fantasy for the young.
I am no longer fit for anything but desk work and when the bones of my paycheck are picked clean by the establishment I live more meagerly than the free-est of wanderers.
Ride for me, and never come home.