suicide

my name is Jon, my son is Ethan, i sk8, play bass, drink , fight , do stupid things pretty often just for fun, i've lived a decent life as far as the things ive experienced, been homeless, broke, dirty,hungry, strung out, worked my ass off, been lazy, stolen things to feed myself, fought my friends, fought for my friends, been pee'd on, hit with a machete, lived in a car with steve, lived in a unfinished basement on a rug over concrete, lived on couches, traveled with bones on a half drunk journey to chicago while we were both on probation and not supposed to leave the state, lived in a lil apartment with will and tons of bugs, lived in a closet under the stairs with Robbie D n megan, warred with mexican drug dealers, ect