Indecision about the future.

Wow - and this is your 4th chemical burn (?) - how about rideshare, craigslist stuff like that? Where in west are you thinking of going?

Well, I've never been farther west than Oklahoma City. So I'd love to go explore everything out there. what I really want to find though is big open land or forest where I can drop my canoe in and basically live a nomadic lifestyle for awhile. Kind of like the Moosehead lake region of Maine or the boundary waters canoe wilderness in Minnesota. Moosehead lake is one of my all time favorite places I've been to so far. I would go there. But at the moment I want to see the mountains, pine forests, deserts and canyons the Western part of the country has to offer.
 
At least your no longer in a situation that can horribly injure/disfigure you anymore.
That 200 will take ya a bit... but do you need to ditch the car right away?
How about gas jugging till you get to where you want to be?
Well adventure on.
Stay positive and good luck man.

Thanks man, I don't need to ditch the car. i was just saying that if I choose to canoe now I'd just leave the car when i put the canoe in the Ohio river. Also, it's an old rusted 1989 toyota camry with 233,000 miles on it. i paid $250 for it from some old guy who used it as a farm car. While it has no mechanical issues at the moment. i am curious about how far I'd get before it broke down. I don't want to be stuck in the middle of no where, where I can't find a river to throw my canoe and gear in and just abandon the car.