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xTxkes

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Hey guys, I am xTxkes but you can call me Antonio. I am 19 years old, I was born in far North California is a town called redding. I left when I was 17 years old to join the Army and Prove to everyone I was independant. Recently I have gotten in to some trouble and soon I will be losing everything and starting from square one! I will have nothing and my starting platform is Colorado Springs CO. I dont have any friends or family nearby the closest is Wisconsin an old buddy who was also militiary, or Southern California I have a childhood friend who recommended this Website to me. I have a drug addiction or maybe just a tendency, so I think once i'm free it will be important for me to keep travelling to avoid stumbling into a pit. I have no intention of burdening my family and returning home, and I think my current location is full to the brim with ambition so There is most likely not many opportunities for a scumbag like me. I will have a roof maybe a month or two but that is subject to change into even less time, My goals right now are to sell my debt, like my car which I owe a loan on still and my phone. My other goal is to increase my skill and technique with art I am very Novice at music production and I am interested in visual arts but I have a long way to go before I can start a wave or even imitate others. I'll leave it at that, I'm hoping we can discuss my situation :) thanks guys
 

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The power of negative affirmation is strong, if you tell yourself you're a scumbag and believe it, its more likely to end up being true. Check out the shady and untrustworthy people section and you'll probably reevaluate your self assessment.
 
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